Jackie

so everyone thinks i have such a nicee life because they don’t see the other side. When the door closes and the lights are gone, the powers off and theres noone home. i sit alone wishing for school to come to escape away from here…

i fall asleep to the sound oof the air hoping that there would be someone there.

i wake up get dressed skip breakfast i head out the door kiss my brother goodbye, but why? ill see him again? or will i? i hope hell be ok as he walks to school, i mean what can happen? hes a 10 year old. he can fight for himself i shouldnt hve to care its not my responsibilty right?

wrong! i do care i worry i wish i hope i pray and then when i get home i un to give him a hug and a kiss as he pushes me off and says why are you hugging me? and i reply “because from now on i love you i care because lifes wayyy to short to fight.”

——-jackie…11:36 p.m September 5, 2009

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